- I haven't thrown up at all. (At times I have felt bad for other people that I haven't, then I remind myself to be thankful and that it's dumb to have false guilt) My pregnancy isn't a breeze but I'm thankful there hasn't been any throwing up. It may still be in my future for other pregnancy's.
- I was ravenous in the beginning and that's faded away in the last couple weeks. Now I'm only starving sometimes.
- I've been sooo tired and my husband loves it. (me asking to go to bed at 8:30pm is NOT normal)
- I'm starting to notice my belly is getting bigger but it's nothing crazy. (mostly I can't suck in anymore, I have to stick it out)
- If I stay up too late, I feel sick.
- I burp way more than I used to. (and that was quite a bit)
- The past month has been filled with gagging...on air, water, toothbrush, burps and loose hairs stuck to stuff that I have to pull free. (I hate loose hairs)
- I have heard the heartbeat three times and I'm thinking I need to go in again before my appointment on Feb. 9th to hear it again.
- I have taken to wearing black sweat pants and jeans (with a rubber band on the button) to work and I don't care if it's not the dress code.
- I have wanted to eat pretty much only simple things like sandwiches, quesadillas, soup, yogurt etc. No crazy prepared meals like... (actually can't think of any right now but I'm sure Jere could list a few that he's made and I haven't been able to eat)
- My husband has made me fall more in love with him because of his service and good attitude. When my stomach hurts and I just need to lay on the couch he doesn't complain.
- He rubs my hips and thinks of my needs.
- He makes sure that food is promptly available because he understands that I'm starving and his overall attitude and love has been so much so it makes me crumble to think about it.
- The love and excitement he has shown already for this baby reaffirms the knowledge that I already have that he will be a wonderful dad and he is just as excited as I am about the little things.
- Everything he has done means so much to me and I feel so supported and loved even when I have a bad attitude. He reminds me that our life is good and his constant mindset is contagious. I love him.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Pregnancy Update
Friday, February 22, 2008
I've done something few others have
While in Belize, I had the experience of a lifetime. I learned to scuba dive. When training to become a scuba diver, you are taken through a variety of practice dives. An instructor teaches you about your equipment, how to hover perfectly in water, how to avoid and how to recover from problems.
The last training dive is mainly about recovery. We were taken on a boat, two miles out into an ocean reserve. The waves were four to seven feet high and the boat ride was exciting. Belize has the second largest reef system in the world. This reef is located just off shore from the island we were staying. The diving boat, taking us, seemed to be thrown around by the ocean.
The boat came up to a buoy, and while rocking mightily, we all put our gear on. I'll say it right now. I hadn't had the feeling of sea sickness before. But, I was starting to feel it then. I was counting the seconds until I could jump in.
There were two groups of people on the boat. Us, who were learning, and a group of travelers from Utah and Australia. We all stood in a line and jumped out in turn.
While in the water, the travelers swam together in a group, as we swam to the other side of the boat. We all were rocking back and forth in the waves.
When our instructor jumped in, we all started to dive down. The going was rough, the first fifteen feet we fought swells and waves. It was the first time where we actually had to swim down, instead of sink. But, after fifteen feet, things smoothed out. We continued our dive all the way to the sea floor.
The floor of the ocean was around 40 feet deep. We swam along it as the pure blue water surrounded us. We felt we could see for miles. The sand below was perfectly white and smooth. Croppings of orange and brown corral reefs popped out of the ocean floor. We curved our way through obstacles until we found a large clearing.
In the opening, the three of us, my friend Joshua and our instructor Sam hovered in a triangle. We practiced emergency techniques like taking the air tank off, pushing it away from us, and then putting it back on.
The last test we practiced was the emergence accent. At forty feet we were supposed to take out our breathalyzer and swim all of the way to the top of the ocean. This imitates what would happen if you had no air and had to get out.
It was my turn first. Sam, swam over to me and demonstrated a small example of exactly what I was to do. I needed to breathe out the entire way (air in your lungs expands as you go up) while letting the air out of my life jacket. I also needed to swim up slower than the bubbles I was blowing out.
I took a deep breathe, took out my breathalyzer and started swimming up. I watched the bubbles of air build up around me as I slowly paddled my way towards the shiny surface. Sam, swam up after me.
Then, about fifteen feet away from the surface, the water started moving me around. I swam up through the mess of waves, easier than I had earlier when I dove through them. At the surface, I kept myself afloat for a couple of seconds until Sam came up. Then, he had me manually inflate my life vest (I was pretending I had no air in my tank). So, while going up and down in large waves, out of breath, I was blowing into my life vest. I started to feel very light headed.
Sam could see it in my face. "Don't worry, it will be a lot smoother back under water."
He disappeared back into the depths as I put my breathalyzer back in and deflated my life vest. By myself, I swam back under, fighting the waves and current of the open ocean. After the ocean smoothed out, I could see the ocean floor and Joshua and Sam practicing the same techniques. Then, it hit me. I was sea sick. I was going to throw up, fifteen feet under water.
I started to panic. I had no choice, it was going to come regardless of what I wanted. I pumped myself up as much as I could, and thought through it as much as I could.
I grabbed my breathalyzer, closed my eyes, and yanked the breathing apparatus away from my face. The wonderful Belizean food I had been dining on left my body. After the first rush left, I gasped for air. I thrusted the breathalyzer back in to my mouth. I took half a breath and the urge came again. So, I yanked it away again as I filled the ocean with tacos, beans and rice. Once again, I gasped as I slammed the breathalyzer into my face, trying to find my mouth. I opened my eyes, to see a fog of brown float away from me. Then, dozens of fish, groupers and other beautiful fish came and started feasting on what had departed. It was the most concentrated amount of wildlife I had seen so far on the trip. Weirdly it was a beautiful sight.
I coughed a couple times, wiped away my tears and took a couple of seconds to calm down. I then dove down to where Joshua and Sam were finishing up.
Back on the boat, Sam told me that breathalyzers are designed to be thrown up through and next time I should try that.
Thanks.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Upset stomach...
I went to Rosa's today for Taco tuesday (which pretty much rocks) with Mr. Gallagher. Being a vegetarian I ordered three bean tacos instead of my usual three beef and bean tacos.
Mr. Gallagher and I had a great conversation and the food arrived without myself paying much attention. While talking I picked up a gorgeous, savory taco and bit into it...
Chewed a bit...
Chewed some more...
Swallowed and something... just... didn't feel right.
I inspected the taco and who would have guessed that in my hand laid a perfectly tasty beef taco. I was ruined. In this depressing realization, thoughts of letting my wife down in our month long vegetarian venture were strewn across my conscious thought.
I sent the tacos back. The waiter looked confused, for he had written down "3 Beef Tacos". Mr. Gallagher assured me that I ordered "3 Bean Tacos" precisely and that being in a noisy dining room the waiter could have easily mistaken the two words.
Now, I have this weird feeling in my stomach, as if my body is trying to punish my for my ignorance. I hope I do not get another upset stomach when we try to eat meat again in May.
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Labels: Sick, Vegetarian